hello earth !

well, as usual, i will start with the days back. on friday, 30th of january, grand dad was committed to the hospital, NUH, resulting many of us feeling very worried. it happens late at night where grand dad finds it really hard for him to breathe suddenly and lucky uncle wan had came to the rescue right on time. soon then, uncle joe fetch me and mummy to go to the hospital together. we waited for hours there as the doctors had to check and mobilise grand dad with medicines and stuff. to be exact, we waited for four long hours from ten plus to two a.m in the morning. great. in the meantime, we had a chat amongst each other and from grand ma's expression, I know she's feeling very worried about grand dad. more than the others ofcourse. ouhh, i saw those handsome civil defence workers. crazy or what' im supposed to focus on grand dad. dumb. and luckily, with prayers from all that concerned, grand dad was back to normal. alhamdullilah. amin. and as soon as i saw atuk, i hugged him tight ! sayang sama atuk !! =)

okay, i was eager to reach home for my eyes couldn't stand any longer. had insufficient sleep as I had to wake up early the next day. i went to school to study on amaths as usual. yeah, there's a little improvement on logarithms. thanks to mr lat(for short), ais and ama for helping me through. after studying in school, I made my way to meet distant friend, izza, at yishun. the reason for the meet up is to teach her on maths, 'matrix'. ouh, it was last year's topic and this dumb block had forgotten few of the methods. well, izza taught me how to calculate while i taught her how to do the questions. haha ! after we are done with the questions, we walked around northpoint. 'it was my first time there after renovations' how cool? i went "wahh !! NP so big ahh?? " dumbdumb me.
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then, at night, daddy asked us out to eat. and so, we went to our usual place, the shop near SSC. haha ! i was moody at first. HUH ! didn't expect to cheer my family up the fact that i myself was moody. well, this was what that had happened upon reaching there. ~ after my family members find a table to seat and due to my stoopid moodswing, I bang the table shouting "order ! order ! order !" my intention was to make them make up their mind fast. i didn't know take the guy who takes up order had passed us. and unexpectedly, he reversed and smile at me. i was like "omg ! i said that too loud" then, everyone burst into laughters. its stupid !! haha. i spent my time there waiting for them to finish their food cause i didn't ate. 'moodswing mahhh' . lol. hmm. soon, we fetched mummy and went back home.
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and today, daddy asked me and bro out to queensway. guys will be guys. 'gettibg stuffs for soccer' whatever. so, after making many rounds around queensway shopping centre, bro finally made up his mind and bought his new shoes 'addidas' as he said that 'nike' is too common. well, i agree with that. brother super unique, except for the same bag that he bought with razi's. hmm. and i got myself two new jeans. yeh yeh. throughout the search, I was having a headache for i hadn't eat since mornig. =) huhs.

well, that's all i have to say.
goodnight.

TC !

*pics will be uploaded soon*

hello earth !

and so, lets start from 25th jan. It was a Sunday and parents took leave to bring us out. It was supposed to be a happy family outing to wherever that may concern. Instead, the happy family outing became a disaster when the breadwinner of the famiily had to raise his voice. I just don't catch why certain guys behave like that and trust me, it SUCKS. As we, the smaller ones need to have that basic respect, we just kept shut and go with the flow. hadn't it been if I got the power to control over such things, miserable situation wouldn't occur. however, it was sad that i'm still just a kid that totally has no right over those older people.
during that only sunday, we went to IKEA to keep furnitures in the house updated. to think back, it wont do me any good if I were to get angry over common things. so, there I was in IKEA having fun time of my own.
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it goes "lenggang, lenggok, lenggang alah lenggang kangkong"


and this one goes, "buai laju, laju.."


and this "peningku fahami diriimu"

uhhuh. this one is "suriramram suriram.."
while this one goes " twinkle, twinkle" (the bangla version).

and then "rock a my baby on the tree top.."


that silly sister.

blood - hood
say , see , hear NO idiots.

eena, leen, hin

that shott..

they are mine..

sweet-ness .

younger sis feat. leensmile for the camera
sister - hood

and this hot matsaleh guy seen in IKEA.
well, that's all for 25th of january.

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random shots~

this was a picture taken by fizah during P.E. lesson.

..lets catch some huge balls !


and this were chocolates brought by cwd.

smile nandek !

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and ive gone through days of pure boreness. had a super long talk with distant friend on 27 january. oh, and we talked about the same shits that has been a nuisance for both of us. Sometimes, I just wonder, why after finalising a decision, something will for sure get in the way. Was it meant to be just like that' how i wished I could improve the situation which is pretty impossible to happen without the coordination of the second party. Well, that idiotic second party which drives the hell out of me. at times i wondered why such people exists in this cruel world. and what a pity, that idiotic simply could not live up to his words, promises or maybe that vow he made recently. and since he took care of his life, which I simply do not know how, is only turning him into a super idiotic gay .
i really hope you would come back to your senses again someday.

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don't you think it sucks when you had accidentally glanced to those freaky old messages you got before. i mean old as in the oldest messages in your inbox which for mine is 080808. and everytime you wanted to delete it off, you get pissed easily and just end up not giving a damn care about it. urgh ! its such a pest. and it took super long time for my hp to delete off that freaky 2000 messages from that gay. sucker .

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well, enough said.
take care .

n of course u got a life to take care of. that life of maintaining your pure gay-ness. idiotic loser.