evenings,


this may be random, but may i clear mine too'
i feel that you're not true to whatever you said at times.
and you just kept playing about people's mind and heart.
at first you'll say A, and the next time you'll just say B.
its in that short period of time you changed your mind.
im not trying to interfere in your life, but still, it isn't very nice hearing things that may hurt people.
well you may not realise, but, people are you know..
and at the thought that youre matured enough to think whats good for you, it doesn't seem that way.
i pity those around you. and i pity you, too.


.....

and that's just the randomness.
I thought ive not enjoy life to the fullest, and i still have certain things missing somewhere anywhere. That feeling of not-so-good every single time. I don't really know what I want.. Its just that every day is another boring restless day. I miss being the happy me, inside out, like truly happy. And i miss having a good companion.

Well, its a wrap.
TC peeps.