taddaaaa.

alright, my current condition right now: holding back tears, great sadness, a little save, and screwed up.
Of course there's reason for all that. Well, to be frank, things have not been going the way I wanted and expected it to be. Seriously, I am already too shacked. And Im not shocked that my assumption was true. Happiness comes for a while. It applies to me greatly. I am lazy to write things out. It defeats the purpose. Nothing is going to change. What is done couldnt be undone. BUT, there's only one thing that seems to make me feel good. I am sure that I had done a right thing by letting you go. You've gone worst than I could imagine. In my eyes, you are like a spoilbrat. And to make you realise that, its hard but it wouldn't be sooner or later. Trust me. At that point of time, you are going to breakdown like a LOST symphatetic child. Good luck.

ADIOS.
TC!

ouhhello!

Right, things have been pretty much better, but I know, its only for a little while. As expected, MYE results were atrocious. Obviously, there's disappointment here and there. Teachers, give us more time alright' God willingly, everything will go great. As for today, ive received a few of MYE's results. I knew, english results was going to be bad. Infact, really bad. Well, the problem lies within me. I couldnt figure out on how to improve on my writing and time management, especially during examinations. I simply couldnt get my brain working when confronting the exam paper. DIE. And when I started to get the idea, its time out. how silly leen. sigh.
And next was SS results. I managed to answer those SBQ questions. However, essays slowed me down cause I got to much(nonsense) to write while there's so little of time. Again, i ran out of time and so, I didnt manage to complete the super easy(to me) essay question. There goes my marks. Duh, I failed SS by two marks. cool or fool?
Okay, I manage to just pass my F&N and I'm unhappy cause Ive sacrificed by not practicing and revising emaths during the day before the paper only to study F&N. I guess it was too much of memorising work to be done. However, I shall be grateful cause many didnt pass. 'alhamdullilah'.
Then, it was combined sci(physics). Ouhyeah, I'm glad i had improved my physics. I was focusing on this subject alot, infact. Hopefully i get to pass my chemistry and total up great. Well, I will continue being consistent and persistent.
I would love to achieve my targets and make mum and dad proud.

Anyhoo, my schedule is getting a little too tight than ever. Duhh, Olevel's approaching. The following two weeks will be filled with malay after school programme. What two hoots. Time is running really fast, arent they? I can still remember the first day of Secondary One life. And right now, in a few more months, i am going to sit for Olevels. COOL.
BLABLABLA.
I'm worried if I could not cook well this coming Tuesday. And ouh, its practical exam, if you have yet to know. And I will be busy during the weekends due to invitations. I wonder how I am going to buy those ingredients and find myself a time to practice. OUH, I still remember how someone who used to be very special to me accompanying me to the mall. MUAHAHA. NO more of that.

Ouhwell, I guess im done.
BTW, im super sorry if the post is too wordy and lenghty.
I'm not using handphone and I dont own a camera. That's the reason for not pics uploaded.

TC!

hello !

And I'm happy to be tagged by SK. LOL!
tag eight other?
anyone who reads my blog aites? :)
....
1. Who own your heart ?
[]duhh. me. :)
2. What did you last get upset about?
[] too many things.
3. Who's your 5th sent messages receipients?
[] dun talk bout it.
4. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
[] dun talk bout it.
5. Who was the last person you sat next to?
[] ermm. fam members.
6. Who was the last person you ate with?
[] family.
7. What was the last drink you spilled on yourself?
[] ribena?
8. Where is the place you want to be right now?
[] heaven. :P if i could reach there.
9. When was the last time you cried?
[] few days back.
10. What's your favourite sonq at the moment ?
[] none.
11. What were you doinq at 11pm last night ?
[] watching tv.
12. Who's near you?
[] sister.
13. What's botherinq you right now ?
[] FNN prac. MYE.
14. Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
[] cant rmbr.
15. Whose house did you go to last?
[] relative.
16. Who broke your heart?
[] is it broken' nah.
17. Honestly , Do you love someone very much?
[] ouh..yarh. :)
18. Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
[] ermm. forgotten. :P
19. Who was the first person to text you today?
[] dun talk bout this.
20. Who was the last missed call on your cellphone?
[] dun talk bout this.
21. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
[] again''
22. Is there anythinq you want to say to someone special ?
[] yeah. HAPPY MOTHER's DAY mama. sayang mama. :)

now, back to business. :)

First of all, I aint using hp no more(why? ask me.) and will update further soon.
Secondly, I thought I screwed up my MYE. ouhno.
Thirdly, I guess I'm done.

TC!