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Hell-low.

* p.s. Its going to be a long post. Read or leave. =)

and yeah, Ive been finding the right time to update and finally I found it. Ive been kept busy continuously with so many things to do each and every day. Obviously I'm worried about my atrocious CA1 results; four failures and three passes. NICE ONE !

English: 10/30 ( U )

Malay: 25/50 ( C6 )

E-maths: 29/50 ( A2 )
A-maths: 13/25 ( F9 )
Chemistry: 15/45
Physics: 22.5/45
Combined Science: 42/100 ( E8 )
Geography: 3/25
Social Studies: 14/25
Combined Humanities: 41.5/100 ( E8 )
Food & Nutrition: 35.5/50 ( A2)

That was my CA1 results. Simply pathetic. However, I knew I was going to get this kind of results. It was so obvious. Without basics from Secondary Three, how I am supposed to do those Secondary 4 work? *sigh* It should be a lesson to be learnt for people out there who thinks that sec 3 is not yet important and wasting your freaking time with BF, GF. etc. Now, I am at the struggling end while those who used to spent life with me are having total fun. *______* Better be faithful, or else, forget about relationships *_______*. Still, I will have to blame myself for being such an *_______* *_________*, who had wasted my time in all those *________* things.

Moving on, part A camp(14-15 March). Well, part Ds(sec 4s) had contributed A LOT in the proposal and the day itself. YET, those freaking blind *_______* could not notice it. Worse off, the other part (B &C) get the credits. *_________*, *_______*. Here it goes. Without Mus continuous sms of information and sending of emails, this camp would not happen as there would not be any discussions held. Next, without Melvin's pressure towards the respective in-charge, things would not be carefully done and completed by the day itself. Going on, without all those meet ups held by Part Ds, Part A camp would not exist. Moreover, without Part D's presence, the whole proposal and camp will turn out haywired. During the camp itself, the part D's(specialist) was there to act as an advisor. However, it seems that we are the ones who are running the camp and do most of the job. OIC and 2IC( both part D's) had to run to and fro to ensure that everything was going smoothly and did all logistics, admin and stuffs. And if youu said that Part B's are not that good yet, might as well do not include them in the camp. With only three Part C's able to be present during the camp, I think its better off with only part D's to be there for the camp as it seems that you *______* expect us to be everywhere the Part A's been to and to do most thing which seems to be EVERYTHING. You *______* asked what is the role of a specialist right? From what I see during the camp, speciaist's role are to receive punishment for every mistake that Part A, B & C had done and for everything that went wrong. THAT is our role. *______* huhh? !! And FYI, that *_____* punishments does not benefit us even a little. It will be useless for us as we are no more competiting in the kayaking competition's or any HQ events. And by the way, we can managed our NAPFA test on our own. Seriously speaking, you *______* are there to only satisfy yourself by punishing us right? *____*! and what? You *_____* are disappinted with us? Hell no ! We are way more disappointed in you *______*. FREAKOS! We rather spend our precious time in something else than this *______* part A camp for we are not even appreciated once. *___________*. Its total unsatisfication.
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4E2 did great for the language week. *round of applause*. Hopefully, the short skit from feeza and reuben paid off.
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Of course, holiday. Firstly, there is totally no holiday for me as I am strictly occupied with studies. 16-17 March, FNN ASP which starts at 9am and end at 5pm. Still, I have yet to complete my coursework and I will have to come down to school on 18 March. 19-20 March, Malay ASP from 9-12nn. Saturday and Sunday are for me to complete all holiday assignments. GREAT! Parents and myself are totally packed ! At least brother and elder sis have went out with their friends at least once. And my younger sis is currently at KL(School Trip). While myself, school and home. NO LIFE !!
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Speaking about school, Feeza was one blurr freak. She almost fell down while laughing at me(serves you right), she thought Ali's PC was moving on its own when teacher's controlling it, and waved at 'mustaqim' which by right, wasn't him. LOL !! Take that minah(kept telling me to slack at void deck during lunchtime)!!
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Urgh. I hate it when you start to compare between boys and girls. *_____* it. Do not talk to me when you do not have the *______* facts in your brains or you'll end up at the losing end *_______* !
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i shall end this post.
TC!