hello earth !

and so, lets start from 25th jan. It was a Sunday and parents took leave to bring us out. It was supposed to be a happy family outing to wherever that may concern. Instead, the happy family outing became a disaster when the breadwinner of the famiily had to raise his voice. I just don't catch why certain guys behave like that and trust me, it SUCKS. As we, the smaller ones need to have that basic respect, we just kept shut and go with the flow. hadn't it been if I got the power to control over such things, miserable situation wouldn't occur. however, it was sad that i'm still just a kid that totally has no right over those older people.
during that only sunday, we went to IKEA to keep furnitures in the house updated. to think back, it wont do me any good if I were to get angry over common things. so, there I was in IKEA having fun time of my own.
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it goes "lenggang, lenggok, lenggang alah lenggang kangkong"


and this one goes, "buai laju, laju.."


and this "peningku fahami diriimu"

uhhuh. this one is "suriramram suriram.."
while this one goes " twinkle, twinkle" (the bangla version).

and then "rock a my baby on the tree top.."


that silly sister.

blood - hood
say , see , hear NO idiots.

eena, leen, hin

that shott..

they are mine..

sweet-ness .

younger sis feat. leensmile for the camera
sister - hood

and this hot matsaleh guy seen in IKEA.
well, that's all for 25th of january.

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random shots~

this was a picture taken by fizah during P.E. lesson.

..lets catch some huge balls !


and this were chocolates brought by cwd.

smile nandek !

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and ive gone through days of pure boreness. had a super long talk with distant friend on 27 january. oh, and we talked about the same shits that has been a nuisance for both of us. Sometimes, I just wonder, why after finalising a decision, something will for sure get in the way. Was it meant to be just like that' how i wished I could improve the situation which is pretty impossible to happen without the coordination of the second party. Well, that idiotic second party which drives the hell out of me. at times i wondered why such people exists in this cruel world. and what a pity, that idiotic simply could not live up to his words, promises or maybe that vow he made recently. and since he took care of his life, which I simply do not know how, is only turning him into a super idiotic gay .
i really hope you would come back to your senses again someday.

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don't you think it sucks when you had accidentally glanced to those freaky old messages you got before. i mean old as in the oldest messages in your inbox which for mine is 080808. and everytime you wanted to delete it off, you get pissed easily and just end up not giving a damn care about it. urgh ! its such a pest. and it took super long time for my hp to delete off that freaky 2000 messages from that gay. sucker .

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well, enough said.
take care .

n of course u got a life to take care of. that life of maintaining your pure gay-ness. idiotic loser.

OGAWA !!

hello ! =) and the reasons for the title is because mummy bought ogawa brand massaging machine yesterday. wakaka!! how lame.. rightright' i was the second to try after mummy(who cares''). haha. super cool. but still, i prefer by hand massage which I seldom get.
uh yarhh, yesterday, i was almost late for school(which happens almost everyday) , and the lessons was a bore especially SS, where my head keeps spinning and my eyes keeps closing. There was CNY concert then. It was like a quick one, to me as it was filled with mostly performance which i think was so-so.
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alright, this morning i went to school to study on amaths with ais. its pretty pathetic when i get to do only one log question in that two hours there.
reasons: 1. It is because i do not know what to do upon reaching there.
2. I spent most of the time flipping amalina's amaths textbook.
3. I do not know how to do those questions on those topics.
4. IM VERY LAZY !!
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bla bla. and now, im laptop-ing.. what to do????
ahhh. iknowiknow. i went reading people's post and read through loads of stupid nonsense stuff.
one of it... (sape makan chilli terase pedas which means @#$%^&*)
..jengjengjeng. some people said being single is the best. (OUHREALLY??!!)
i'll see you hugging a girl in not more than a few months or maybe weeks which I know will happen. and u'll go posting "ILOVEYOU"... "URE THE BEST"... "MY BABY"..
*dipersilakan ambil bekas kuhhh. =)*
nextnext..
some people just use their same old freaking tactics. "cute like me" ... and all.
haha. EH !! SEDAR LAH KENIT.
nextnext.
some people love talking bad about their own sex; male/female.
go and convert larhh.
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i'll stop here. hahax !

ouhyarhh. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!!
HAVE LOADS OF FUN, LAUGHTER, PEACE and JOY aites !! =))

TAKECARE !!

hello earth !

Okay, lets start from 21st of January. Right after school, CSSNCC had our meeting together which includes the seniors, teachers, Part D's and C's. We had a meeting on our unit's progress, Part A camp and changes made by HQNCC. Our unit obviously has gone down. However, starting from this year, we are going to make the necessary improvements and to get back our used to be best unit which may not be this year or the upcoming year, it should be just so soon. =) About the part A camp, its SUSAH. I just couldnt explain it in words. Well, for the changes made by HQNCC, there is some advantages but at the same time disadvantages. Try to imagine the cadets impression when they saw the new no.4 uniform. -_-" . Try to imagine the playful and never serious part b's doing life range. -_-" . Its like a bad dream. hurr. And the advantage, many activities had been included in for the unit's ranking; gold, silver, bronze. ouhyeah !
Soon after meeting, Hj saw me and asked me to help out for the CNY decorations for our class which was going to be judged by the china students. Other classes had done their decorations since the day before or maybe earlier than us, 4E2. The dateline was so soon that our class heckcare about the decorations and just went home. But Au did not leave the school just like that. He had written a note for the China students. Form teacher saw it and scolded the head committee. how cool? and so, we did a last minute job which 'impressed' every passerby that saw our outstanding and unique design. :) i had fun man !

decorations of neighbour class. 4E1.

the note left from Au.

Close-up shot.

Our unique design.

its a pig? no, its supposed to be an OX.

swimming AU? nah, just posing.

ouhyeah, I love it.

the designers. =)
YH, HJ, ME, AU, KJ, IQ .

me and dwi.

me and ami.

and all me. =)

As for today, sec 4s and sec 5s had our well being run which explains our sleepy faces throughout the day. My bones and muscles is a pain ! And yeah, i was caught doing maths hmwk in SS class. who cares about SS ? its simply a boring class. -_-"

hmm. not much things left to say.
and so im going to end the day.
goodnight to all that's awake.
have enough rest for the day ahead.

TC! =)

*as a friend, im happy and glad that she has got back her cuzzin's trust. =)

im already half tensed !

should i still care about you'

hello earthlots !

i know its been long since ive last updated. huhs. well, im kept busy with CCA, studies, and previously some camp alongwith meetings. also, its pretty difficult for me to surf. so, it explains why. :)

ehemm. so, throughout the days of MIA, i do had loads of fun but tiring though.
ferst thing was to get CSSNCC cadets to perform for the recruitment day. the plan was satisfying though as we had to use our PART B(2009) cadets only due to many others being involved in the sec one orientation camp including me. if im not wrong, syahmi was the one who planned and the few others as editors. wakaka. sounds like a linestory. it was tough managing the part b's as they have yet to really standardise their timing for drills and all. however, they did a great job for deciding to come and getting themselves involved in the scorching hot sun. haha. actually, the part D's should also perform but some werent feeling well and there's short of manpower, so, part D's performance was cancelled. poor us as we only have this year left to perform as a whole.

.a few shots taken on 9 JAN.
'the plan'

during recruitment, 9 jan, i did escaped from the sec one orientation camp to join my fellow NCC, help them with their set up and to see things out.. but time did not allow me as i need to prepare dinner for the sec ones and so, i had to leave them early. boohoo. this is what that will happen when you are part of the sec one orientation camp and at the same time CCA as it clash together.

up next is dinner and then campfire. hmm. campfire went well. its sad that that camp might be my last camp as a student leader apart from ncc. after all the sec one performance and cheers, the sec fours(advisors) had to perform. all the sec fours was on the stage made of tables except me as i was the only odd one wearing my ncc t-shirt when im suppose to put on the camp tee. haha. but its okay. during the prize giving presentation, ms ong wanted me to help pass the prizes to the following teachers and principal, so, haha, i get to climb the stage. heex. ouh. during the campfire night too, i met a new friend. he's super cute. :)

soon, campfire was over which marks the end of sec one orientation camp. the sec ones were dismissed and all that is left is a few of the teachers, student leaders, advisors, alumnis and principal. we worked together and settled the canteen tables and benches back to their original places first, had a debrief and emptied the school. fuhh, it was really a very tiring two days camp filled with a lot of work out.

then, on 16 JAN, sembawang sec had their open house and i was there to kepo. i met ain and sabi after school at cavana and went there together. i was wearing my home clothes and so ain helped me get through the entrance by lying the security guard saying that i was one of the cadet officers. there, i met ndp semb mates. its great getting to see them again. the bad thing is, i got bullied by suresh. hurr ! luckily, fizah called me to ask about the parents meeting at night cause i had totally forgotten about it. it was stiil quite early then, i joke around with semb peeps and went home to change to uni. :)

mie & sabi.
candid ''

below are a few photos of myself, taken just for fun. laughter, peace and joy. :)

this two looks really cute together !! i bought minnie as a present for nad's bdae. :) 19 JAN. HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe ! hope you enjoy 2009 and study hard partner. we aim for JC aite' haha.

i wished i could say those three words to someone special. hmmph.

n yeah, that's my babies ! happy family . :)

and thats me . duhh ! 'i look fat in pink ! '

people say " save the best for the last " . MADNESS !!

that's the end for now.
taking care !!

*being attached is best only if you get accepted at the first place. kwangkwangkwang. poor you, fren.*