PROUD OF YOU by Fiona Fung

Love in your eyes

Sitting silent by my side

Going on Holding hand

Walking through the nights

Hold me up Hold me tight

Lift me up to touch the sky

Teaching me to love with heart

Helping me open my mind

I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky

Wishing once upon a time

Give me love

Make me smile

Till the end of life

Hold me up

Hold me tight

Lift me up to touch the sky

Teaching me to love with heart

Helping me open my mind I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

The heaven in the sky

Can't you believe that you light up my way

No matter how that ease my path I'll never lose my faith

See me fly I'm proud to fly up high

Show you the best of mine

Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly

I'm singing in the sky

Show you the best of mine

The heaven in the sky

Nothing can stop me

Spread my wings... so wide

Cintaku Dipermainkan

Tidakkah kau tahu sayang betapa ku sayang padamu..

Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya..

Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku kasih dan sayang kini tiada..

pilunya di hatiku..

Kini kau berubah..

kau tak seperti dulu..

Mengapa sayangku mengapa engkau jadi begini..

Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu kerana cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya..

Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan..

Engkau membuatku tidak mahu bercinta lagi sayang..

Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina..?

jikalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku..

Janganlah engkau menyiksai aku..

Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku..

Sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu....

kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu..

Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa..

kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku..
Kini airmata pun mula mengalir..

Engkau masih belum berubah..

engkau tetap sama..

Kini aku meminta maaf kerana hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu sayang..

Lepaskan aku, bebaskan aku..

pergilah sayang, jangan kembali lagi...

ouhkayy.ferts song was damnn nice and meaningful.

second song just sound nice.*got nutin to do with current relationship.

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hmmm.datz all.c ya ard. =)

SK gave me this job!-_-

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Ha-ha. So, I was tagged by the guy who rocks my world, SK. =)

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmm. At the first place, would he betray me..would you do that dear? Well, if he does, i’ll just back off. (fate is in god’s hand and I cant do anything about it accept cherish the love we made). I could only hope that this wont happen cause I know he loves me. =))

2. If you can have a wish to come true, what would it be?
In life, I only wish for a great, loving and understanding family, the best in NCC, studies, everlasting friendship and relationship.

3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
In the fantasy world of fun, laughter, peace, joy and LOVE with dearest BF. (can play hide and seek) LOL.

4. Are you confused/worried as to what lies ahead of you?
Ouh. YES! Hundred percent worried. 99percent confused. I’ll pray to god, to shine the darkness in every path I walked, leading me to a better life.

5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Hmm. Someone who care for me. Someone who can never be replaced. =)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Hmm. Both I guess. LOVE someone who LOVES you. Got it?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I don’t have to. The fact that I’ve already gotten and though loving someone everyday. The person none other than him, MR. FAQIH.

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Hmm. Secretly like? Well, I’ll be very happy. Because the guy is attached to me. =) lol!

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Hmm. I guess yes. It’s a secret within myself and I hope all these misunderstanding will end. ASAP.

10. What do you want most in life?
THE BEST OF LIVING IN LIFE, getting over all the ups and down ahead.

11. What would you want most now?
Get over with junks of homework, face the challenges and get it over fast in a proper way. Ouh, shut those rat’s mouth at the back, be awake in class at all time. Courage to lighten up NCC and bring back the life in family…

12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hmm.lets just wait and see. =)

13. Who is the current most important person to you?
Beloved FAMILY, BF, CSS NCC PART Cs2008 and FRIENDS,.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Hmm, he rocks. Having a hard time right now though? All of us stand by u SK. =)

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. What’s the point of being rich but single? P.S. I define poor as receiving hundred thousand dollars per month. LOL.

16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
Ouh. Maybe hamster. =)

17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
To make my BF, FAMILY, FRIENDS and NCC disappoint.

18. What kind of person do you think you are?
Ouh. Lucky to have FAQIH. =)

19. What do you define as a bad day?
When I couldn’t get my job done on time. When laziness and boreness struck. When things go wrong, when problems turn up and couldn’t be solved. When I wasn’t there when BF needed me. And when SK said he gave up. *any of those.

20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, which one would you choose?
Uhhhh. How I know???? Hoho. Still, I’ll choose both. =)

Eight person to do this:
FAQIH
HABSAH
WAHYUNI
PUTERI ERIN
DWI
SHAWALIA
ERNAZELLA
NADDY

ouhh.HAHA.in the council room. =X

*after getting 2nd sgt*

...on the phone

OMG! we are sergeants! *ignore ais face'

ouh.2nd sgt.
them and 2nd sgt rank.
taken a few weeks ago.before specs course.
delighted herr.
omg! i'm loved. =)
DIC and ASM.

ais.syahmi.
habsah.leen.ais

muaaah!
adorableadorable. =X

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i'mdamnnhappy. =))

hellohello. =))
okayy.i'm gonna blog about the few days back as i had said.

30th JUNE 2008
woke up as per usual. ouh.the alarm didnt work on my ears. i was swayed by the little dreams.
Lucky, mummy woke mie up, through the brightness of light.. hurriedly i got myself ready and walked to school. Mr.james was closing the gat but fortunately, mr lam and miss nurul came which made him reverse his actions.ouh yeahh! i got in by the ferst gate. FUHH! =))
As i walked passed the foyer, i saw my fellow part Bs.walao.
it was a whole lot of them.as cadet officer pulled them out of their classes.hoho.
how i wished they would come fer every trng held.huhhuh.
i only wished them 'good luck and hav fun'.
during recess, some people spotted my permed hair.haha.
some say nice.some say they like my hair.
hoho.n bro haziq once comment.not sure when.he said 'alamak.asl kau perm? buat aku geram nie' n i replied 'huh? asal?' n he replied 'lawa'.hoho.cuteness sia.
soon...lessons went on then.during amaths.we had to do a test.i knew about it,but i didnt care to study.haha.so, the paper was supposed to be easy if i had studied. i didnt understand certain parts and it was freaking irritating.ouh.shooot.after the quiz, lessons went on as per usual.hmm.same old thing.the 'clever' people behind mie couldnt keep their mouth shut. bloody hoot! haizz.hmmph.
once, while classmates were greeting, something turn out obscene.hoho.i did took a shot.cause frens told soo.huhhuh.
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this was one of my classmate.and sumone was covering it fer hym.hoho. =X

laugh all you want.hoho.

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after geo lesson.where sch alredi ended, i catched up with Ms.Tay to make the Perak payments. Out of a blue moon, she asked me: 'are you fierce in NCC?' huhhuh. den, i was lyk reli stunned. how come she suddenly talked about mie in NCC when she's NPCC teacher officer? haha. i juz replied,' ermm.i think so.cause my sir told mie to be fierce'. ms tay: 'huh? ur sir told too?' mie:' yarh. he said muz tekan them so that their drills would be better.' ms tay:' ouh..i think you are really fierce..and i heard it from a few teachers, saying that u r very fierce' .. i was totally shocked by then.hoho.ouhkay.whatever.fierce not fierce, itz just the way i am.

..done..

1st JULY 2008

hmmm.on this day, i was relly missing BF.huhhs.its five days of not meeting hym.hoho.

ouhkae.

school.ferst up was english.huhhuh.i hadno worries as i've completed my english hmwk. =)hmm.things went on smoothly and soon after school, i had NCC at 2.30p.m, and i need to meet my god sis at sun plaza to hlep her with some things. It was a rush because i finshed school at 1.40p.m.hurr.there's no time for me to take a bite for lunch.

soon, i arrived school and straight walked to fellow NC cadets. i was five minutes late though..upon knowing that no CLT was coming, i told the few part Cs that there wasnt a need to fall in due to the few no. of part Cs. hoho. we did PT, played game and tot part a drills.hurr.sweat like hell sey.*forgotten to bring half u.hmmph. seriously, part A was in a mess and i think only i took care of the condition where the rest slacked.-which was commented by the NPCC cadets..walao.i embarass sia..

the best part was the part Cs.receiving our rank.at ferst, all of us was nervous and felt serioously in deep shit.name by name was called out.soon was my turn.Mrs Long said my name and i heard it.but i didnt hear the rank that i've gotten n asked the part Cs.they told mie' 2nd sgt2ndsgt!'wahh.i smile like kambing.hoho. ouh wee! i got 2nd sgt luhhh!huhhuh. i was so overjoyed that i jumped when marching back to the platoon and Maam Sal gave a stare-look at me. wahh.i got scared liao.hoho.

......we bersuraied and the part Cs took a few delighted shots.

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after NCC, bf text me on how happy he was when campfeast was over.haha.bf felt like meeting mie and so do i. =)) lol.

we all met at MCD and so there was me,habsah,meera,mus,syahmi,SK,ikhwan and dearest BF.

huhhuh.we were a bunch of noisy people with all the nonsense that ikhwan told us.

soon then, after receiving sms frm daddy, i went back hm.=)

hoho.bf sent me.we joked.laughed.posed.hugged.kissed goodbye.

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upon reaching hme, daddy asked where i've been.hoho.n i said dat i just received my 2nd sgt and was celebrating it with fellow part Cs.

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2nd JULY 2008

hmm.not much writing.hmm.

after school, had council meeting.ouh.gotten choc from bro haziq.thxx horhh!

den met BF tersayang.went to popular-bf was funny!.then to kfc.huhuh.

nutin muchh.

the end!

BB n TC!

BFBF, ily. =)