im bored, so i update.

hello!

thanks alot luhh for yesterday. haha. i took the transport provided and one of my colleagues wanted to listen to the misteri jam 12. and the driver turned it on out loud. at first im okay with it. but then as it gets lesser people in the van, i got freaked out. shit. i was the last to be sent home since i live the furthest. i sat at the front and as soon as i got off from the van, i ran home. i was like imagining things in the lift siaaa. huh. darn lucky nothing weird poped out. sial laaa. scary mannn. now im like scared to go home alone at night. ichiban sushi! thanks alot la hassan.

and today is SP's flag day. so, me and dearest classmates will be going around tanjong pagar asking for donations. those from other schools dont laugh, SP's doing somethin good. HAHA. we have the heart to help :P muahah. and in advance, i collected few bucks from dearest colleagues yesterday. wait, i aint cheating, i did told them it was meant for today and it'll be great if they donate in advance. so, fadlie was the first to donate and followed by the rest. i kinda bullied my restaurant manager, telling him to donate more. LOL. i'll be collecting Keefe's and Dorita's tin can cause they cannot make it. So, in total i'll have three tin cans with me.. KIASU luhh.

and as for the rest of the days, im gonna expose myself to sun. MKE. :D hmm. im not sure whether im really into it. i'm going just to spend time with mardiah sayang! hey, me no lesbo. and im really hoping that MKE's gonna be fine. to hope that there'll be no political stuffs and people trying to act as if they know everything.. well, i guess i'll just follow instructions cause seriously i dont know a lot about being boat crew. all that ive been doing is sitting down in the boat, rotting. ahah, just kidding.

now's 1015, and im gonna get myself ready to ask for donations.

TC!

freakkkk.

is it like my fate that wherever i go, i'll get bullied and played around? just because im young or being too friendly with people, they tend to take advantage of me? or iz it just karma, what goes around comes around? darn, its like im trying to endure whatever thats happening to me but at the end of the day, i'll just breakdown. wtf.
fcuk you. what are you trying to prove to everyone?? proving that youre so great and that you can handle every single thing by yourself and taking all the credit? whats wrong with you? dont you freaking know the meaning of teamwork? and people around you tried helping you but then get shooed away. wth. so you think you got people to back you up? and talking to that higher management about whatever things happening and trying to act as if everything is fine? just whats your problem? if you want, you can just open an outlet run by yourself. go and work until you rot and die. asses! urghhhh.