Thursday, January 1, 2009

hellohello 2009 ! !

i'm so glad 2009 had finally arrived. uweee! i was only waiting for this moment since morning. and at last, its through. i had celebrated 2009 on my own. haha! why? cause i felt happy that im gonna experience a new fresh life with all rotten memories thrown deep in the rubish bin. yeah, i started 2009 with a great smile. ouh gosh, its super duper relaxing and i feel so good knw. and im never gonna let anything pull me away from being myself. wadever it means.
people, stop thinking about the negatives. and dont ever let the past haunt you. for wadever that has happened. let hopes just be hopes. but let dreams come true. witness the happiest moment in your life. of course you , yourself have to make it happen. and the most impt of all, never ever give up. i, myself had experience things that are unexpected, truly unexpected. and i know how terrible it feels. well, it has been almost two months of totally bad memories, and i know i have to move on. and for people who had disappointed me, where have you guys run away to' as for people whom i might disappoint, im truly sorry, especially my USM boy. we had a quarel, i didnt mean all that. lets just carry out our duty properly aites.
all everyone always wanted is happiness, fun, affection, true friends and loads of laughter. (maybe i missed some).. add those for me kay' heex. i should be sleeping right now. hmm. sweetdreams everyone. =)
TC!

best of luck for everything. have FUN ! !

*a promise is a promise.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

hello peeps. =)

Soon, there will be no more holidays cause all of us gonna crack our head in school again. !! and yeah, ive yet to complete those given assignments. For maths, im left with 40 out 0f 86 long questions. For english, not even a piece done. And for amaths, a few questions left, especially logarithms(can anyone pro out there teach me logarithms??) hmmph. Right, soon, when school reopen, im gonna be real busy with sec one orientation camp and recruitment day. if not wrong, im incharge of all the meals for sec one orientation camp cause i volunteered to be so. and for recruitment.. im not sure. It somewhat clash with sec one camp. haizz.
hmmmph. everyone horhh, let me wish happy new year in advance. haha. yeahhh, 2009. =) and im so gonna be busy with preparing for O's. Also, im only gonna hold the USM post for four months and i'm done with NCC(im still thinking whether should i proceed with NCC upon graduating). hmm. 2009's gonna be a tough year. fuhhhhh.

My aim for 2009.
  1. less vulgar.
  2. concentrate more on studies. (less talking during lessons)
  3. take control more of feelings and emotions.
  4. begin with a smile every morning.
  5. maintain results.
*more to come.

ermm. that's for now.
TC !


i only want us to talk like how we used to few months back. and please dont misunderstand.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

hellohello! =)
well, lets talk about the day. i had NCC training today and i planned to come late. why? cause im super duper angry with one of my cadet the day before. haiizz. super irritating know. but nehmind. so, i was late by an hour. huhs. took incharge of the part A's. grr. i really want an improvement people!! and at the end of trng, the part Cs had a short meeting for the part A camp. im not taking the so impt post. heex! happynyerrr.
Done with CCA. hmm, did I do the right thing' at the ferst place?? haiz. im so confused. there's so many questions, and all of it without a reasonable answer. supershits feeling know.
and now school. ouh. new year's coming. 2009's gonna be a much more better year. well, hopefuly. cause. i really had regretted my sec3 life. hmmph. i hope I'll be at the right path. and i really hope. =)
that's all.
TC!