Wednesday, November 12, 2008

ouh hello!
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just wanna share this song.
i mean the lyrics.
its so cool. =)
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Lyrics to If I Were A Boy :
[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he's taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Vamp1]
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Male]
You know when you act like that
I don't think you realize how it makes me look
or feel

[Beyonce]
Act like what
Why are you so jealous
It's not like i'm sleeping with the guy

[Male]
What

[Beyonce]
What

[Male]
I said yo
Why are you so jealous
It aint like I'm sleepin with the girl
[Vamp2]
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy

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that's all!
takecare!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

hello peeps! =)
hmm. so, ferst up in the morning, received 5 messages. lol. i sleep like a log.
okayy. one of it was farah's message. n yeah. i got myself a scarf and winter cap(got orange!). lol.
i borrowed it from farah. and now im only left with wool socks to buy. where should i find one? hmm. another message was, somewhat a bad news fer some of my friends who's going to beijing. but not me! the school cant supply jacket and luckily daddy bought me one alrd. huhs.
ouh no. im not ready to fly to beijing luhh sey. scared luhh sey! andand hopefully things go smoothly there. cause i just received an sms from rinniey. 'beijing got earthquake!' crazy or wad? ouh well. i'll just pray everything will go really well. =)
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hmm. then.. i went window shopping alone. lol! hmm. im gonna save up and grab those nice things i saw. hmmph.
to sum up, nothing really did happened today. ouh so boring. -_-!
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well, takecare people!
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p.s. never judge me by the way i blog and say things. fer u dont know what truly had happen. so, just shut up. =)

Monday, November 10, 2008



hellohello.

hmm. so, the day today, i went out with some of my NCC friends and played bowling at Safra Yishun Country Club. we played like three games and yeah, i got the lowest score in all of the games. haha. what to do, wahyu kept hitting the balls, syahmi, the lucky one, and me, haiyaa- LONGKANG! what i was saying is that the ball keeps going to the most right/left. haha. what to do luhh sey, i cant keep my freaking mind on the game. fer one of the games, we put our names as syahmi-'bapak kau' , wahyu-'mak kau' n me-'anak kau'. n when it comes to one of their turn, i was like shouting, "eh, bapak kau punyer turn!" lol! while shooting the ball and waiting fer each other's turn, we took some pictures, but its all in wahyu's phone. ermm. not to forget, mustaqim was there, but he didnt play at all. what only. hmm. as long as we did have some fun, i guess. haha. n ouhyarh. there's this one guy, which looks like one of the riverside's sir, named nizam, kept eyeing us, especially the part where we made a nuisance out of ourselves. really crazy luhh. after spending about three hours there, we played at the playground nearby. its more crazier, we played this thing, which is like a see-saw, but is different. i dunnoe how to describe luhh. so, im like the lightest one there and it feels like im flying when they put their weight on it. tak boleh turon sia!! sampai terpekik, "oii! aku nak turon!" lol!

hmm. after playing at the playground, for only like a little while, we got ourselves dirty and went back to the bowling area for the toilet. lol! hmm. soon, we went separate ways. back to home luhh. but mus went to NTUC, to buy taugeh, i think, syahmi and wahyu, to science centre. they wanna take a look at the egg and chicken uhh. LOL! joking only.
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hmm. five more freaking days and im off to beijing. n ive yet to pack. lol. daddy n mummy bought me this MAN U brand luggage(which sucks to the bottom of the deep blue sea; i mean the brand), an orange with blue coloured jacket, orange gloves and orange coloured thermal wear. amacam, all orange? haha n not forgetting, an orange watch. pasar malam punyer. =P hmm. thanks mummy and daddy. n so sorry fer being lazy these few days. cnt help it luhh. im goin insane. hmm. they noticed so fast. mummy said to me " why are you so weak?! ure going to travel in a few days time. i asked u to eat, u dun want." -_- and daddy said "people grow bigger by day, u grow smaller. *sigh*" ... hmm. how sad. all the lectures, saying im lazy and all.. im just feeling down. and i cant help myself either.
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haizz. im looking forward for friday to come. hopefully i'll get to meet my exex bf. n at least have some fun.
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hmm. hokay, should i move on or wait for the stars to drop? hmm. i guess i'll move on. i'll try. since some people dont care about me anymre. huhs. and fine then if u dont wish to entertain me, go ahead, move on, and think only about ureself. selfish loser. i never had thought i had ran into some loser. sumer ncc punyer pasal uh niee. tak guner betol. grrrr!
aku ader life sendiri uh. nabei tak teng teng. if only u didnt appear in my life, things would be better. there wont be a need to crack my head, to waste all the tears and hurt my heart. its pain bodooooooo! i still cant believe whatever that has happened, happened in my life. DAMN! haizz.
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*my wish list*
  1. TO GET OVER YOU
  2. TO GET OVER YOU
  3. TO GET OVER YOU ASAP
  4. to have fun like never at beijing
  5. to find a new beginning
  6. to get back to life!
haha! maken hari, maken giler!
until here then.

takecare people.

*though my heart still hurts. whatever it is, i'll still care fer you. only u know what i mean.*