hello peeps! =)

hmm. so, ferst up in the morning, received 5 messages. lol. i sleep like a log.

okayy. one of it was farah's message. n yeah. i got myself a scarf and winter cap(got orange!). lol.

i borrowed it from farah. and now im only left with wool socks to buy. where should i find one? hmm. another message was, somewhat a bad news fer some of my friends who's going to beijing. but not me! the school cant supply jacket and luckily daddy bought me one alrd. huhs.

ouh no. im not ready to fly to beijing luhh sey. scared luhh sey! andand hopefully things go smoothly there. cause i just received an sms from rinniey. 'beijing got earthquake!' crazy or wad? ouh well. i'll just pray everything will go really well. =)

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hmm. then.. i went window shopping alone. lol! hmm. im gonna save up and grab those nice things i saw. hmmph.

to sum up, nothing really did happened today. ouh so boring. -_-!

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well, takecare people!

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p.s. never judge me by the way i blog and say things. fer u dont know what truly had happen. so, just shut up. =)

hellohello.

hmm. so, the day today, i went out with some of my NCC friends and played bowling at Safra Yishun Country Club. we played like three games and yeah, i got the lowest score in all of the games. haha. what to do, wahyu kept hitting the balls, syahmi, the lucky one, and me, haiyaa- LONGKANG! what i was saying is that the ball keeps going to the most right/left. haha. what to do luhh sey, i cant keep my freaking mind on the game. fer one of the games, we put our names as syahmi-'bapak kau' , wahyu-'mak kau' n me-'anak kau'. n when it comes to one of their turn, i was like shouting, "eh, bapak kau punyer turn!" lol! while shooting the ball and waiting fer each other's turn, we took some pictures, but its all in wahyu's phone. ermm. not to forget, mustaqim was there, but he didnt play at all. what only. hmm. as long as we did have some fun, i guess. haha. n ouhyarh. there's this one guy, which looks like one of the riverside's sir, named nizam, kept eyeing us, especially the part where we made a nuisance out of ourselves. really crazy luhh. after spending about three hours there, we played at the playground nearby. its more crazier, we played this thing, which is like a see-saw, but is different. i dunnoe how to describe luhh. so, im like the lightest one there and it feels like im flying when they put their weight on it. tak boleh turon sia!! sampai terpekik, "oii! aku nak turon!" lol!

hmm. after playing at the playground, for only like a little while, we got ourselves dirty and went back to the bowling area for the toilet. lol! hmm. soon, we went separate ways. back to home luhh. but mus went to NTUC, to buy taugeh, i think, syahmi and wahyu, to science centre. they wanna take a look at the egg and chicken uhh. LOL! joking only.
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hmm. five more freaking days and im off to beijing. n ive yet to pack. lol. daddy n mummy bought me this MAN U brand luggage(which sucks to the bottom of the deep blue sea; i mean the brand), an orange with blue coloured jacket, orange gloves and orange coloured thermal wear. amacam, all orange? haha n not forgetting, an orange watch. pasar malam punyer. =P hmm. thanks mummy and daddy. n so sorry fer being lazy these few days. cnt help it luhh. im goin insane. hmm. they noticed so fast. mummy said to me " why are you so weak?! ure going to travel in a few days time. i asked u to eat, u dun want." -_- and daddy said "people grow bigger by day, u grow smaller. *sigh*" ... hmm. how sad. all the lectures, saying im lazy and all.. im just feeling down. and i cant help myself either.
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haizz. im looking forward for friday to come. hopefully i'll get to meet my exex bf. n at least have some fun.
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hmm. hokay, should i move on or wait for the stars to drop? hmm. i guess i'll move on. i'll try. since some people dont care about me anymre. huhs. and fine then if u dont wish to entertain me, go ahead, move on, and think only about ureself. selfish loser. i never had thought i had ran into some loser. sumer ncc punyer pasal uh niee. tak guner betol. grrrr!
aku ader life sendiri uh. nabei tak teng teng. if only u didnt appear in my life, things would be better. there wont be a need to crack my head, to waste all the tears and hurt my heart. its pain bodooooooo! i still cant believe whatever that has happened, happened in my life. DAMN! haizz.
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*my wish list*

1. TO GET OVER YOU
   
2. TO GET OVER YOU
   
3. TO GET OVER YOU ASAP
   
4. to have fun like never at beijing
5. to find a new beginning
6. to get back to life!
   

haha! maken hari, maken giler!
until here then.

takecare people.

*though my heart still hurts. whatever it is, i'll still care fer you. only u know what i mean.*

its worth trying.

as usual, woke up early in the morning for elective module. it feel weird going for module. emotions took over me. and it seriously sucks.

so, i walked to school. huhs. i kept hearing the song 'doy' sang by kangen.. and that song, huhs, memory. ouhkae, u'll only understand if u know what i meant. hmm.

upon reaching school, fiza told me that ive changed, in a sense, not happy like i used to be, and im getting very skinny. but wait, im fat hokayy! i seriously dont like all those fats no me. n im sorry fiza fer ignoring u on that moment, im feeling down luhh.. soon, when evryone has assembled, we went to republic poly to proceed with our course. n damn it, the driver sucks to the most. he's so short tempered and only asked for trouble. hurr. we can go there and come back own our own luhh. its like ure so impt. damn u... haizz. then it was the course itself. it was boring as usual. except for the one hour of playing captain's ball and dogde ball. now i know what to do to make me forget everything that has happened. playing sports with friends is really great. n im so looking forward to go out with NCC mates again. n yess, i did try to make myself involve more in the program; planning and discussion, and make myself smile at least a little. hmm. its worth a try..

damn, im clueless. what more to write?

ouhyarhh. takecare friend, u should really takecare of ureself and dont get sick. its not good. haha!

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bintang ouh bintang.

kau datang dan pergi untuk selamalamanya.