urgh

oooooouuuuuuhhhhboiii..

seriously, i just hated it each time u said goodbye.or BB...wads the use fer dat man'

gooddbye is not a good thing and i HATE it soooo muccchhh.

nn ssooo, i wass kepttt muuttedd.

understoodeddooooded?

TC!

hellohello!

ouh...LOOK.i'm freaking pissed off in the morning.

ahhhuuuuhhs.hhmmm.sorry BF.made u go worried and sad.

hmm.i didnt have the mood to text in the morning.

due to somethings.hurrrr.FRIEND ouh FRIEND.

yeah.itz bcoz of a frennn.a classmate.

n i felt so PISSED off.couldnt concentrate during english lesson.

hmmm.was i mre concern about her than myself, BF and lesson or wad?

hhmmmm.ouhkayy.this time, itz a really serious matter and thats why..my mind is only on that FRIEND and not others.

should say no more.waana find out? hmmm.go this website--"mind your own business.com.sg" (i dunnoe whether it exist or not.) LOL!

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hmmm.school was daammnnnn boring.really.throughout the whole day, i didnt concentrate on all the subjects.hmm.didnt ate during recess.i was busy running here and there..finding my fellow NCC cadets...just to remind them about 2morrow's kayaking training.and also helping ais with her nose that bleeds.walao..so much blood oozing out from her nose.really freaked me off.but still, i gave her a hand. huhs.

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and after school, i went straight to HOME.haha.then at 5plus, went out again for NCC meeting with the SGTs and a few senior CPL at MCD.hmmm.as per usual, we were a bunch of noisy cadets.ALWAYS.haha.hmmm.we were given our positions for NDP at jelutung.but its not fixed yet.haizz..pity me liao.i cant get all the important role.cause i'm SHORT! hurrhurr.

n OMG!!! our dear USM boy cried..hmm.i dunnoe wad its exactly about..

but i heard dat its about CLTs and Officers not being fair to cadets that are not USM and ASM. hmm.We know that USM and ASM are given mre priorities in all the higher position..but its different in CSS. we giv evryone the chance that they can have.we dun tink bout ourselves.we think about others.CSS NCC part C's care for each other's feelings and welfare.understand?..so dun come to USM and ASM asking why we dun wan all those pose when we shud hav it.

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soon then, went home with a few works to do in hand.hmm.

didnt went home straight act..lalala.who cares?

hmmm.as soon as i reached home, i did the schedule and namelist needed.for NCC.ouhh.hell.

i noe i'm gonna be scolded by sir.hmm.wad to do...juzz hav a lil patience, =))

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ouhkayy.i'm done fer now.

and wadeva i'm posting all these days, ITS MY OWN BUSINESS.

i wanna talk about BF or wad, ITS MY OWN BUSINESS.

u wanna read? then jolly well SHUT UP and MIND UR OWN BUSINESS.

or else, PISS OFF.assessss.

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ooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh.

*sayang sama BF*

*till the end of time luhhhhhhh oiiiiiiiiiiiiii*

BB!TC!

PROUD OF YOU by Fiona Fung

Love in your eyes

Sitting silent by my side

Going on Holding hand

Walking through the nights

Hold me up Hold me tight

Lift me up to touch the sky

Teaching me to love with heart

Helping me open my mind

I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky

Wishing once upon a time

Give me love

Make me smile

Till the end of life

Hold me up

Hold me tight

Lift me up to touch the sky

Teaching me to love with heart

Helping me open my mind I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly

I'm proud that I can fly

To give the best of mine

The heaven in the sky

Can't you believe that you light up my way

No matter how that ease my path I'll never lose my faith

See me fly I'm proud to fly up high

Show you the best of mine

Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly

I'm singing in the sky

Show you the best of mine

The heaven in the sky

Nothing can stop me

Spread my wings... so wide

Cintaku Dipermainkan

Tidakkah kau tahu sayang betapa ku sayang padamu..

Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya..

Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku kasih dan sayang kini tiada..

pilunya di hatiku..

Kini kau berubah..

kau tak seperti dulu..

Mengapa sayangku mengapa engkau jadi begini..

Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu kerana cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya..

Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan..

Engkau membuatku tidak mahu bercinta lagi sayang..

Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina..?

jikalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku..

Janganlah engkau menyiksai aku..

Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku..

Sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu....

kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu..

Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa..

kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku..
Kini airmata pun mula mengalir..

Engkau masih belum berubah..

engkau tetap sama..

Kini aku meminta maaf kerana hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu sayang..

Lepaskan aku, bebaskan aku..

pergilah sayang, jangan kembali lagi...

ouhkayy.ferts song was damnn nice and meaningful.

second song just sound nice.*got nutin to do with current relationship.

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hmmm.datz all.c ya ard. =)