Okay, I think I'm having too much of 'cock up' days already and I'm getting irritated enough. HAHA, but but, I'm enjoying my silly moments though. Only that its damn stoopid to have raised the flag with the flag wrongly positioned. So sorry CIK REPUB. I didn't realise i got you up the wrong way till it was up there. Ouh wells, sumpah life is uber strange without a handphone. Its so difficult to contact. Losing contacts, memory card filled with picas, and my number, AWESOMELY sucks to the core! GRRR!

Anyways, enjoy life with your new GF okay? Hope you guys last long. MUAHAHA!

O.o

Today marks the first day of Ramadan. I'm sure I wouldn't let history repeat itself and have a great Ramadan this year. I miss 2009 though. Those times that I struggled to study for O'Levels with classmates. Those times that I went to the mosque to pray with sincerity and heart out. And i'm hoping that it will happen again this time round. I'll try to find a time off from work, school and everything else for the holy and religious month.

 Hmm, I wont be able to break the first day of fast with my family though. I'll be at Italiannies with my dearest, most irritating colleagues throughout the day. And we will take turns to break fast. I'm just hoping tomorrow goes on well. Please dont flood the restaurant with so many customers. Please dont give us irritating, stuck up customers. Please don't make me piss off and start saying all kinds of vulgars. Please please please.

Well then , goodnight!

evenings,


this may be random, but may i clear mine too'
i feel that you're not true to whatever you said at times.
and you just kept playing about people's mind and heart.
at first you'll say A, and the next time you'll just say B.
its in that short period of time you changed your mind.
im not trying to interfere in your life, but still, it isn't very nice hearing things that may hurt people.
well you may not realise, but, people are you know..
and at the thought that youre matured enough to think whats good for you, it doesn't seem that way.
i pity those around you. and i pity you, too.


.....

and that's just the randomness.
I thought ive not enjoy life to the fullest, and i still have certain things missing somewhere anywhere. That feeling of not-so-good every single time. I don't really know what I want.. Its just that every day is another boring restless day. I miss being the happy me, inside out, like truly happy. And i miss having a good companion.

Well, its a wrap.
TC peeps.