evenings,


this may be random, but may i clear mine too'
i feel that you're not true to whatever you said at times.
and you just kept playing about people's mind and heart.
at first you'll say A, and the next time you'll just say B.
its in that short period of time you changed your mind.
im not trying to interfere in your life, but still, it isn't very nice hearing things that may hurt people.
well you may not realise, but, people are you know..
and at the thought that youre matured enough to think whats good for you, it doesn't seem that way.
i pity those around you. and i pity you, too.


.....

and that's just the randomness.
I thought ive not enjoy life to the fullest, and i still have certain things missing somewhere anywhere. That feeling of not-so-good every single time. I don't really know what I want.. Its just that every day is another boring restless day. I miss being the happy me, inside out, like truly happy. And i miss having a good companion.

Well, its a wrap.
TC peeps.

Heyhey! Im finally done with AKE(14-16June). :D

Didn't do much though. Just slacking and suntanning at the boat. Now im too dark to be seen.

Had great fun with 58th though. The rest of 58th are coxswains except me. BAEK!

And i was on the LUXURY boat for first two days. Damn syiok. Theres music and there's loads of drinks. (: how nice.

Througout the days, there's sunshine and there's also heavy rain. The best: low tide! MUD TIME! woohoo!

ogays, here are some pics.

^^And thats the AKE GROUP picture taken at Sembawang Park. :D

^^Me and Dearest Mardiah! (:

^^Nazirul Dinie, Me, And Mardiah.

More pictures uploaded at fb. Check it out peeps.

Sad thing is that, i missed class outing and gym trainings due to AKE. :( sigh.

I miss class.

I miss GYM partner; HAFIDAH.

But will meet her tomorrow. :D yay.

Alright, these are the activities for the rest of JUNE holidays.

18/06/10-Gym training~Work~Class outing(overnight)

19/06/10~From class outing~NCC training at CSS~Maybe attending some project~Work

20/06/10~Work~Book In Camp

21/06/10 to 23/06/10-LAND SPEC camp

24/06/10-Work

25/06/10-Work

26/06/10-Water festival~work

27/06/10-Water festival~work

28/06/10-school starts!

I have to complete 8 modules(YOG) by 20th June. Ive only completed 1 just now.

I need to do that SAF reflection before school reopens.

I need to do tons of project work! goshhhhhh; havent started even one.

Urghh, no time mannn.

thats all for now.

TC!

RAMON AND FADLIE! so cute!

SHANNA; sad over her unsatisfying pay. ~

hello!

first of all, timecheck: 2:20 a.m. :)
yes, how great a life i have. hmm.
and today after school, went to take take take a look at CCA fair again.
then, head off to work.

the same old story everytime. -_-"

by the way, ive already signed up for a few CCAs, which is adventure club, gym club, rock climbing and maybe SP Primers. haha. I wanted to join in so many, but then its so sad that i can't. And i wonder why I can still take up that 4 CCA though knowing that I've got a busy schedule. sigh sigh sigh. I aint thinking straight huh?

ouh, ive told many that im going to quit the job soon, just the matter of time, the moment when i think i wont be able to take that pressure anymore. so, yarhhhh. BUT somehow its way too difficult to quit because i got used to the ambience, my colleagues and ...the customers(sometimes).

and thats for now, TC! :)