FCUK RUMOURS

hello.

This update is just to tell my fellow 58th mates or anyone that elfie and I got nothing on. We are just close hangout friends. Stop spreading unneccessary rumours. Its not funny mann. Uhh, no offence people. Just got irritated by it at times.

haha. TAKECARE!

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hellooo.
it sucks when i dont get to update this blog. RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT? its like the same post everytime you check.

this is it. its gonna be a long long one.


1, happy belated new year to everyone(nerd sia, now then wish). -_-"
2, suddenly i miss 58th after browsing the photos. i miss sea mates. i miss east mates.
3, yes, ive been missing everything that has got to do with ncc since new year especially canberra sea unit training. ish ish. Chill aye, i'll start coming when march comes. but no promises.
4, I MISS AZRI! i hope he's doing fine in australia . and hopefully he can take good care of himself. azri, youre in some foreign country and you recognise almost no one! ~
5, I've gotten my pay. Half of it though. And three quarter of it gone. half of my pay went to my parents.. one quarter to siblings. nice.
6, I cant wait for 28th feb to come, cause it'll be the last day of work for HD crew.
7, I really cant stand the mosquitoe bites. itch like no one's business.. urghh.
8, I'm very stressed up lately, thinking about, everything..
9, In advance, Im gonna wish happy chinese new year to those celebrating and happy valentine's to dearest friends.. -_- this is because i dont know when i can update next. ~
10, First it was rumours at workplace, and now NCC. nice typical singaporeans.
11, I want to go shopping before the rest of my pay vanish into thin air. wthecks.
12, I passed my olevels :) , get to enter JC, but, going for poly instead. Ive chose to enter courses like international business, accountancy... though my points is way much higher than the cut off points. haha. Im just trying my luck. ouh. and yes zeeq, im glad that i did better thann....
13, im expecting for a better new year, but it seems likeee...... 2010 started off bad.. really..... for now, i just have to prepare myself for the worst.
14, Im making friendship bands. anyone wants one? :D
15, im starting to write diary backkk. haha.......... during work, many times, when theres no customers, i'll just write all my emotions out. haha. and just now, i had my toilet break which wasnt really a toilet break. I sat one corner in the toilet and took some time off from work and people. mendak laa.. some of my colleagues saw and got worried. muahahaha. dont worry people, i just like to go into a blank mind and will daydream. it will look as if im emoing. haha.
16, mangkuk, theres selection for YOG event? this is so troublesome. but i want to join. darnn. got to ask off day from supervisor. ouhhhh why must it be on the 29th???? why?
17, bitter on my tongue. not great at all. hurrrr.
18, wa lannn, why your prepaid only left with two bucks? sighhh. *not me.
19, this is my favourite number.
20, im gonna write random stuffs starting from now. orr, have i been doing that already? ~
21, I went to Irish pub during new year then home area and went back home only around, 5 in the morning and i went out again for breakfast with study buddy. :) i miss her much.
22, i'm a bad bad bad girl.
23, ouh. colleagues and i got caught playing poker cards during work. muahahaha. :D nice right?
24, whatever picture in facebook of me and elfie, dont think of anything, we're just friends. this goes to s3 people and the rest who thinks of so much. haha.
25, im working morning shift later and now is already 4o'clock. well, didnt plan to sleep today. :)
26, I hate home(for the moment).
27, Its 5o'clock now.
28, im going for breakfast with someone who got stucked in yishun for missing the last bus.

picaaaasss time..

^^with thiash..

^^with haziq

^^with wei hong

^^with syafiq

^^with solihin

^^with the face paint

^^T-REX



with ..... i forget the name -_-

^^with Brian

^^with effendi

^^with mimi and aruna

^^with mimi
^^again..
^^with Gabriel





and im done with the update.
TC earth. :D


*i miss faqih. randomshit.

annyeong.

uhh. feeling foreign yea. here it goes.
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22nd January 2009
I was supposed to attend my NCC affirmation ceremony at 1130hours but i woke up at 1120hours. Amazing! :D So, I ended up not going and was left all alone at home. But, I love the silent atmosphere, for it has always been crowded and noisy everytime I leave and come back. Nowadays, I'm so sensitive when being nagged especially by family members. and at most, I'll tell them to shut up or just act as if I'm listening.
So what if i had missed the first meeting? There's still another coming up. Yepp. Since I woke up late, I took my own sweet time to prepare myself for the meeting at 3p.m. Prepare as in shower, watch television, eat my heavy breakfast, hang around and talk alone -_-' ahah.
Ouh, and the meeting was about YOG 2010. :) The benefits and incentives are like WOW!! But the trainings are going to be WOW too! Benefits and incentives- taxi voucher for games day, free transportation, free super cool uniform, free food and maybe swatch watch? Trainings-Very specialised because we will have to do the flag bearer job. Its a lot of hard work and trainings to get everything right. Will be published on television. HOW SO COOOOL. ;) uhh. gugugaga during the meeting and then off to beach road with few mates. Ali handsome and Ashry wanted to buy some stuffs there so yarhhh, just follow. And wow, Ashry has joined the sea club(he's from air), so, welcome to the sea club Ashry. :))
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Alright, down to my workplace.. So far, the people there have been very nice except for some who act like bosses(gross) and hopefully I can manage until I quit the job. Ouh. Rumours about me being close to Azri and Deniz as a soulmate, its wow. LOOK, Azri is like a brother to me and he's someone that I can really share my problems with. He was one of the first that I talked to when I first came for work as we were placed at the same stations. Azri's someone who give me really good advices which I really need at this point of time and he motivates me to try my very best. Though knowing Azri only last week, I feel very comfortable while with him because he listens really well.. Its pretty sad that he has to leave Singapore so soon. sigh, God, why are you so unfair.... Ouh, and as for Deniz, well, he's only a friend whom I prefer sharing about the latest ongoing stuffs about work and all. And yess, he's someone that can provide me with a shoulder to cry on... So yea, that's about it. Nothing special. Really hoping that the rumours will stop...
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And about this smokers thingy.. Well, they're not bad, they're never bad. Its only that I don't really support their smoking habits as its a waste of money and moreover, its bad for health. I think smokers mix around with people far better than non-smokers. Reason-"Can I borrow your lighter?" ...and they've made a new friend... huh. Bro Azri told me that and I agree fully with what he says. Do you? But, isnt it good if one can stop smoking?? Only one in a hundred can do that know.. Huh. Try taking sweets instead, like fishermen's friend or those mint sweets. I think that'll help and of course it wouldn't harm. :))
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And I've just realised that somewhat, I hate having day off. Reason- I'll eat like a boar! "I've had two bar of cadbury boosts chocolates, a heavy breakfast(rice and fried drumstick with sambal), 6 piece of sushi and a big piece of KFC chicken bro Salihin bought" .. Isn't that a lot??
..ouh, and I realised too that NCC made me sit all the time with the lectures and meetings while my work made me stand and be alert. Hmm. Balanced huh. :)
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23rd January 2009
My shift starts late today so here I am, blogging. Uhhuh. Since I've slacked the whole day yesterdayy. And yikes, my room needs cleaning. I'm like living in a pig sty. So uncomfortable. Messy me. Ouh, I'm suppose to attend my sea meeting today but yeah, I couldn't make it. Mann, gonna miss sea mates. Uhh, I think I've got to go.. I need to iron my uniform and prepare for work later.
AND I guess, I've talked pretty a lot today, so, I'm gonna end with a few picas. ~
ENJOY looking. :)

and haziq adam still owe me a pic. ~

TC earth!