and so why, why all this feelings'
sometimes, not knowing is way much better.
and no, no one knows how bad it feels.
it really is, that bad.
when someone just dont seem to care.
for the fact that they promised.

no, i tried to move on.
and be strong.
yet, once in a while, its you.
you came across my mind.
and i know you know.
but you just dont care.

and still, it hurts.
for you could move on and forget about me.
that so fast.
and you called it true love.
you took only a few steps, a few days.
just so few and u've found someone new.
and i was there, to talk to you.
but still you just dont care.

and yes, in that, ive tried my best.
but still i failed.
failed and failed, forever failed.
though i kept my words.
i kept my promises.
but you' what had you done'
not even a promise u kept.
and ouh. only one thing.
to break that heart.
great. how nice.
so, that's ure present for me'
after everything that i put into'
and now ure running away'
that so easy'
what do you think i am then'
huh' no, i aint gonna let you go that easily.
im just waiting for the right time.
and hey, wait for me okay'

..

ouh. those thoughts.

tell me why, youre so hard to forget.

don't remind me, i'm not over it
tell me why, i cant seem to face the truth
im just a little too not over you

aren't memories supposed to fade
what's wrong with my heart
shake it off, let it go
didn't think it'll be this hard

should be strong, moving on but i see you
sometimes i try to hide what i feel inside
...

a little too not over you- david archuleta

..
and yeah. its still there. right down there. is it true' yupp. it is. and who' its just you. but i know, i gotta be strong and move on. i cant let it ruin my life. no, not right now. and memories, i'll endure till it fade. and let bygones be bygones. and that phrase of lyrics, everything is true. and yes, please, im begging, dun remind me. it hurts. deeply, and i swear, it really do.

and crap, this week, a little too tiring. as promised, after school programme has started. from tuesday to friday. ma fan !! especially when there's ncc. its a little too rush. those uniform. and that day, squeezed in sir's car to SSTC. boys and the only girl at the back seat. how cool' and woa, part a's, those sec ones, too cute and toooooo noisy. but hey, they're total fun and madness. ouh. let me be proud of my cutest cadet. he's named, faqih. simply the shortest and the cutest. does those named faqih meant to be short'' oops ! blurt it out. so sorry.

and ytd, total defence day, carried out emergency drills. ouh. friday the 13th. the switch in my class went crazy'' all those smoke and sparks. and i was right infront. and the two guys told mr wee. instruction was to get out of class. *yess, hist lesson missed. but only fer a while. urgghh.

ouh. last but not least, happy valentine's everyone. dearest friends, ncc mates; ais, mus, melvin, sk, syahmi, habsah, akmal, wahyu & faiz , izza & nabil, and everyone else. have a blessed and never ending fun and laughter with all your relationships. =)
and to izza, leen wont be like that slut. mark my words.


and for now, i shall end this post.
take care dear earth. =)

*u just don't get it do you' i miss ure voice.

hello lovelies.

ouhwell. im updating again. :) i couldnt remember what exactly happened during the last few days(ouh great. leen STM) so i'll just talk about the day today. and so there were lessons. eng, ss and fnn. there were fnn test and great, i had only started studying this morning. eh, im not alone, cause the few rest of my classmates did the same. there's too much of homework given everyday and i kept delaying those homework. and it all end up pilling inside my file. how great. luckily fnn test werent as difficult like what i had thought. feuhhhh.
soon, assembly. there were performances by the taiwan peeps. 'chinese opera'. those who couldnt catch the story will go nuts watching. well, thats for the day. :)

picas..

my sis & me. went marsiling..

there, at kfc.

Junior and myself. Unzip pants (iskandar) and me.

Me & Tawakal

that pendek. =P

me & part C's

ouh my fav. she didnt let me place the pic here. so, i asked permission to do this.
it was freaking diff too take a shot with her.

Sazleen

dearest mum.

semangat NCC.

Chef Leen (lol !)

in the kitchen. fnn prac.
dun disturb .

the performance from Taiwan's.

well, that's for the update.
NAHH, take that wei de. haha.

TC earth!

*sorry for i couldnt be ure partner. its impossible.