should i still care about you'

hello earthlots !

i know its been long since ive last updated. huhs. well, im kept busy with CCA, studies, and previously some camp alongwith meetings. also, its pretty difficult for me to surf. so, it explains why. :)

ehemm. so, throughout the days of MIA, i do had loads of fun but tiring though.
ferst thing was to get CSSNCC cadets to perform for the recruitment day. the plan was satisfying though as we had to use our PART B(2009) cadets only due to many others being involved in the sec one orientation camp including me. if im not wrong, syahmi was the one who planned and the few others as editors. wakaka. sounds like a linestory. it was tough managing the part b's as they have yet to really standardise their timing for drills and all. however, they did a great job for deciding to come and getting themselves involved in the scorching hot sun. haha. actually, the part D's should also perform but some werent feeling well and there's short of manpower, so, part D's performance was cancelled. poor us as we only have this year left to perform as a whole.

.a few shots taken on 9 JAN.
'the plan'

during recruitment, 9 jan, i did escaped from the sec one orientation camp to join my fellow NCC, help them with their set up and to see things out.. but time did not allow me as i need to prepare dinner for the sec ones and so, i had to leave them early. boohoo. this is what that will happen when you are part of the sec one orientation camp and at the same time CCA as it clash together.

up next is dinner and then campfire. hmm. campfire went well. its sad that that camp might be my last camp as a student leader apart from ncc. after all the sec one performance and cheers, the sec fours(advisors) had to perform. all the sec fours was on the stage made of tables except me as i was the only odd one wearing my ncc t-shirt when im suppose to put on the camp tee. haha. but its okay. during the prize giving presentation, ms ong wanted me to help pass the prizes to the following teachers and principal, so, haha, i get to climb the stage. heex. ouh. during the campfire night too, i met a new friend. he's super cute. :)

soon, campfire was over which marks the end of sec one orientation camp. the sec ones were dismissed and all that is left is a few of the teachers, student leaders, advisors, alumnis and principal. we worked together and settled the canteen tables and benches back to their original places first, had a debrief and emptied the school. fuhh, it was really a very tiring two days camp filled with a lot of work out.

then, on 16 JAN, sembawang sec had their open house and i was there to kepo. i met ain and sabi after school at cavana and went there together. i was wearing my home clothes and so ain helped me get through the entrance by lying the security guard saying that i was one of the cadet officers. there, i met ndp semb mates. its great getting to see them again. the bad thing is, i got bullied by suresh. hurr ! luckily, fizah called me to ask about the parents meeting at night cause i had totally forgotten about it. it was stiil quite early then, i joke around with semb peeps and went home to change to uni. :)

mie & sabi.
candid ''

below are a few photos of myself, taken just for fun. laughter, peace and joy. :)

this two looks really cute together !! i bought minnie as a present for nad's bdae. :) 19 JAN. HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe ! hope you enjoy 2009 and study hard partner. we aim for JC aite' haha.

i wished i could say those three words to someone special. hmmph.

n yeah, that's my babies ! happy family . :)

and thats me . duhh ! 'i look fat in pink ! '

people say " save the best for the last " . MADNESS !!

that's the end for now.
taking care !!

*being attached is best only if you get accepted at the first place. kwangkwangkwang. poor you, fren.*

hellohello! =)

yeahhh! so far so good. i hope it will continue for the rest of the year. and so, the ferst day of school was through. n what happened? heex! woke up early as councillors will have to report for duty. i took care of class 1E3, used to be my class, and lead them to the hall. i did talk to a few. haha. im being friendly lahh seyy. =) then, plegde taking, welcome speech, lecture and so on. i get to meet my lovely friends back, and it feels great getting to share our experiences together again. and i hope our class will be more united than before as its gonna be our last year together. every single minute is precious. soon, after school, i had a meeting for sec one orientation camp. hmm. i realised that being a meal IC is quite a tough job, as in you'll have to wake up earlier than others to receive the food and also pack the food. and packing isnt easy if people dont cooperate. but for sure everything will be fine. think positive. =) weee. i now should enjoy secondary school while i can. well, that's about it.

i'm glad that ure trying dear friend.
*im so looking forward for sec one orientation camp!

TC! =)

hellohello 2009 ! !

i'm so glad 2009 had finally arrived. uweee! i was only waiting for this moment since morning. and at last, its through. i had celebrated 2009 on my own. haha! why? cause i felt happy that im gonna experience a new fresh life with all rotten memories thrown deep in the rubish bin. yeah, i started 2009 with a great smile. ouh gosh, its super duper relaxing and i feel so good knw. and im never gonna let anything pull me away from being myself. wadever it means.
people, stop thinking about the negatives. and dont ever let the past haunt you. for wadever that has happened. let hopes just be hopes. but let dreams come true. witness the happiest moment in your life. of course you , yourself have to make it happen. and the most impt of all, never ever give up. i, myself had experience things that are unexpected, truly unexpected. and i know how terrible it feels. well, it has been almost two months of totally bad memories, and i know i have to move on. and for people who had disappointed me, where have you guys run away to' as for people whom i might disappoint, im truly sorry, especially my USM boy. we had a quarel, i didnt mean all that. lets just carry out our duty properly aites.
all everyone always wanted is happiness, fun, affection, true friends and loads of laughter. (maybe i missed some).. add those for me kay' heex. i should be sleeping right now. hmm. sweetdreams everyone. =)
TC!

best of luck for everything. have FUN ! !

*a promise is a promise.