After so long..

Yayyy! Hello^^

Let's start off with my internship. The start of my 2nd year with Chevron USA Inc.

Wondering what's that?  Its a big and awesome company that i'm working under. Its located at Raffles Place.

I'm glad I got Hafiz who's located at the same company with me. Not as lonely, lost and awkward. The only downside is that I'm the first intern that department had, and there wasn't a senior before me. So, most of the time I'm like a fool down there doing nothing. I even slept for a bit due to no work and boredom. BAD impression siaozzzz!

Aniwaes, photos!

2nd Day of ITP. Boredom.

 The view from level 28!

Yupp, that's my desk. That's the temporary laptop. Im gonna get PC soon! ^^

Ouhouh and the desk is super cool! It can go high up and down. Cool yooooo!

So far, I've been slacking all the while cause there's really not much things for me to do and I'm getting an off tmr. Super slack can. But who knows I'll be the one with tonnes of work to do when I get my PC done. I'll hope for the best. God willingly.

Alright, aside from Internship.

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I'm gonna cut short and summarise my holidays!

First up,

23rd Feb!

ECP-Changi-ECP Cycling with Cliques! Sweat! Wet! FUN!

28th Feb-2nd March!

Class Chalet/Night Cycling/BBQ!

FUNCRAZYFUN!

6th-9th March!

MEL Camp. StarVirgoCruise!

AWESOMEYUMYUMBLAST

Phuket Pictures aren't out yet. Its a wonder.

11th March!

Cohesion Night.

AWESOMECRAZYWILD

Only they know why.

 12th-13th March!

CSSNCC Part A camp.

HAHA.

Sprained ankle.




So there you go, I had one huge awesome holiday. And I get to experience/suffer having a sprained right ankle three days before my Intern. Luckily I managed to recover fast and with the massage of dad. Uh-oh, big big thank you for those who were there on that day. Hospital and all. ^^
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Alright, tired much. I need to check out my cosy bed.
TC!

Dreams

Why is it that the more I try to forget and not think about you, the more I do..

Even in dreams? Why so caught up in the past?

Come on, stop dreaming nonsensical things.

And the other weird thing, its been ages since I last dreamt.

Except for the pass two days that Ive been dreaming.

Is it good or bad?

And since my dreams kept emphasizing on one similar thing, are they telling me something?

Temptation Kills.

I'm still fighting the temptation and well, it sucks.

Its not even end of month yet and I'm running out of cash. In fact, I'm already am.

I'm gonna be broke for the whole month of January.

What a way to start off 2011.

Hoping this will end soon.

I want a good 2011.

Better than 2010.

Alright, 2010 has been okay.

A total new environment, friends, colleagues, etc.

I don't want it to stop there though.

In 2011, I hope to get to talk to you.

More often, and that you'll be more willing to do so.

I want our paths to meet.

You're going away soon.

And I won't be able to see you as much again.

So that's why I want our paths to meet.

A little too much of expectation? Or should I say imagination?

Ouhwells. No one knows what's in my mind.

Everyday on the net, I'm always very tempted to view your profile and check you out.

Because your smile makes me fall on my knees, my heart skip a beat, my mind go wild and make me think about all the things in the past, then cry..

If that few short months never did passed, we might still hang out, maybe like close friends..

Having calls and telling off each other about random, fun stuffs.

All the things that happened in school.

The jokes and lame shit activities you do with your friends..

Go rock climbing with you.

Wait for you at any canteen or the bridge to just spend time in train together on the way back home.

Eat breakfast together.

Wake each other up every morning, prolly you'll be the one waking me up more.

I'll be like under your committee and working real close with you..

Find a job and work together..

Maybe spend holidays at the beach, strolling around town, camwhoring and just be in our own world.

Take photo booth shots.

You be my companion, and I'll be yours.

I thought of a lot of things about you.

I smile secretly everytime I see you.

And sometimes hide when I see you from far.

So that I can look at you way longer.

And everytime, I took a glance at mickey.

He's been sitting down in my shelf.

Dusty.

Cause I don't want to be reminded of the past.

But when I think of you, and that I miss you.

I'll just stare, and stare.

Things have not be going on my way, what I want..

All the things just got screwed.

I'm sad that now we're just like strangers.

Yeah, sometimes we do pass smiles..

But, sigh..

Tumblr is always making problem. So, blogger face it when I suck thumb.

Had a short conversation with dimples. :D

What's up next?

1) Meeting up groupmates for accounting project. (What else can get worse? ACCOUNTINGS!)

2) Gonna work full shift on Christmas and so-called the last day of work there. (After work, P-A-R-T-A-Y-E!)

3) Wanting to meet up with Mard and Om.

4) 58th, I don't why but I'm missing n-c-c.

5) I'll be going for school n-c-c training tomorrow, 0830hrs!

6) I wanna start gym-ing. I really do.

Sometimes, I just hope you can read my mind.

Know what I want and just don't ask.

Because everytime you ask, it irritates me.

Just decide for me. Know what's best.

Cause I made the effort for that every weekend.

Though it doesn't seem big. I can do things during weekends.

Like working. Atleast I earn more.

Or rest and rest. And hangout with my family at home.

Watch teeveee.

Sigh.

Hey HO!

Hello blogger! Ouh how much I miss typing long paragraphs in here.

Im gonna update things and talk a lot, I think.

First, I should make a point that Ive tried my very best to stop stalking all and whatever people.

Its pretty irritating when I envy or care about other's lives when i have a lot more to care for myself.

So, Leen, whatever you're doing, you're wasting your time.

Hmm, its certain that I might be the cause of you guys breaking up.

Its like Im living in your misery.

I know its not right, etc.

Time just flies and things just happen, so there.

Im pretty sorry.

Aye, forget! Im already having my holidays and Im happy much.

Well, not very cause Im kinda losing money real fast.

I just can't control myself.

And almost all my money goes to family or food.

Nothing that I spend on me.

How sad. :(

And sigh Im gonna be a damn broke girl this new year. I didn't work at all. So no money comes in.

It sucks big time yo!

I wanna meet up Om and Mard and 58th boomz.

Miss them much. Its a joy to see some of them during POP.

Im so not looking forward to working but the problem is I have too.

Or else, I'll be starving everyday. Should i?

Ouh, I wonder, in previous posts I did say about quitting and changing job right.

Ouh well, like finally. Im moving to somewhere HALAL.

Like finally Leen, people won't judge! Im happy!

There's a lot of benefits there you know. Except that work there ends early.

I can't wait for Christmas and New Year.

Okay. I can't figure out what else to write, though I feel like something's missing. But nevermind.

So, goodnight!

:D

Made a tumblr. So, rare updates here?..

Turning old.

Hello, yupp. In just a few more minutes. I'll turn a year older.
A few more hours that I can spend my sweet 16 age.
Thanks alot to those who've left bits of memories here and there during my 16th year.
I went through alot.
Its where I start moving on from secondary school to a whole new independent life.
Its a year where I became a cadet officer and start serving bits here and there.
Its where I start to work on part time job and earn some bucks for myself and family.
Its where I learn to appreciate money more and that I dont easily waste it.
Its a whole new experience when I first got into working life.
Not knowing anyone, and making whole lot of new people.
Its where I further broaden my social life.
And then it came to the part where I got into my choice of school.
SP, where I met friends, new friends.
And I'll be with you guys for the est of my SP life. :D
You guys are awesome.
Then now Im on a part time job at an american italian restaurant.
Met many kinds of colleagues, customers and management.
But whats more important is gaining experience, absolutely.
And in all, I really did had a hell of a great 16. Though cock ups here and there.
Well, memories.


A wish? *I wish for a happy loving family. Dad.Mum.Elder sis.Elder bro.Me.Younger sis.*


Thanks alot Mard and Om. Without you girls, my NCC life would suck big time.
Thanks you. ~


Nights.

Just a lil bit more.

Shiz, got to do closing today instead of going back at 10. Problem man when there's not enough staff. Everyday need to struggle. Everyday need to extend time or change schedule(ofcourse to longer hours). At this point, i really cannot tahan already. Tsk!
And i hate my weekends. Confirm extend again. Ouhh nooooo! :(


K, misses~
I need to sleep.


TC.

Its slammed Saturday night.

Today, even though started working at 6, it was hell of a tiring night. Why? We got slammed for four hours straight. And while we were about to close, a whole group of 13 indians came to eat because my colleague gave them the wrong information that our last order is at 0030hrs. They came at 0010hrs. Our last order is at 2345hrs for Friday and Saturday! What the hell man.

Okay, set aside about work. Right now I can say that I am more concerned about my parents. My dad. Sigh. Why at this age are you still playful? Your kids, we are all grown up. I don't know what to do. But I play my part. I won't let mum down. I'll be by your side mum. I won't support these kind of people at all. Such a sucker.

Anyways, I wonder why Im having cravings these few days. I craved for sweet crackers that day. And i craved for Ben and Jerry yesterday. So, yarhh, i bought crackers and a big tub of Ben and Jerry on the day itself and ate it all alone. Woa. I'll obviously gain what I've lost. Damn it. Hahaha.

Alright, I got to be more arrogant. Especially with that someone. Shit, its coming back. I don't want history to repeat. Fck off ass. !! 

And you slept throughout the whole night. Night call konon. Ape jerr! ~

K Nitez!

Its Friday.

Today was great. Both lunch and dinner. Didn't have any problem even though there's only two servers working. Got slammed during dinner some more. Tired enough but everything went well. Except for certain cutleries that'll always fall. Hate it a lot. Hmm, the dinner customers were awesome especially this one guy. He's so great. So cooperative. And and, there was this so-damn-hot guy. His smile and the way he talks. And he's a runner. Imagine that. He's tall, tanned and a RUNNER. omg, drool! But but suspect that he's gay. Sigh.

Hmm, I'm kinda sad today. I almost cried during the shift meeting just now. Its mr.nizam's last day. :( Sigh. One by one. I should really leave soon. I'm so gonna miss working with you dearest manager. Hmm.

Kk, enough of emo. Yayy, I get to sleep a little longer tmr. Cause I'm working from 6 to closing. I swear my body hurts. I need a massage sey.

Alright, thats about it.

Take care.

Misses~

Day 4.

Hello.
Today's lunch was awesome.
There are still customers that knows how to appreciate us, servers and to talk good. Yea man, I love these customers.
Huh. You know, sometimes, as a customers you got to cooperate with us. This is to ensure that you can get the best out of us. Like seriously! You give us problem, you think we wanna treat you nice?
Dream on. Hahaha.
But but, today's customer isn't bad. Some are hilarious, and some so good to laugh and talk about.
I was feeling sleepy all the way though. Due to insufficient rest. Same schedule for coming day again. 12-closing. FML. Ahhhhhh!
Anyways, I'm really damn sad that my favourite manager's going off. As in he's not gonna work with us anymore. Its like one by one, they're leaving us. Like wtf. :( Sad siaaaa. From really truly malay colleagues, to almost all chinese. Haiya. Not that I'm racist. Its just that, the fun isn't there anymore. Sigh my work life.


Hmm, gtg. Nights.
Where are you?~

Day 3

Yupp! Its day 3 of the whole two spam weeks.~
Today wasn't as bad as yesterday though. Thank goodness.
Well, I think its especially because that irritating manager is not around. She's on off. Its so sucky when she's around cause she'll keep instructing me to do things. Suck big time.
Hmm, anyways, its the same routine everyday, carry table, chairs, serve, bla bla bla. Then when going back, wait for transport. Listen to MJ12. Damn, scary sia. Been two days that i requested my bro to wait for me at void deck. Thanks brotha! :)
Haha. Kk. Need my rest. Same schedule again tmr. -_-"


Waits your text.~


TC!

Stupid Management

Hello.
Yupp, second day of spamming myself with work, remember?
hell, work sucks today. It sucks cause the higher management is all now telling me to do this and that like I'm a kid and that I don't know how to handle my station. Wth. I know what I'm doing. How many times do you want me to check on customers. You want us to be a pest?
You people are so damn irritating to the max, I swear. Please uhh, fuck off sia you people. And you all got hands and legs. You all can jolly well help yourself in doing the job. Ass man. We are not slaves bitches! Urghhh! So damn piss off you know. If this carry on, I think I should really forget about the job, like seriously. I don't whether I'm the opening staff there.


Kk, I need my rest so much. I'll be working in a few hours time. Like 12 to closing for three days straight. I hope I can handle all that. Good luck to me.
Yupp, second day, and still counting. :D


Misses~

Update Luhhhhh!

Hello Hello!

Its 4th October. How fast time flies.

Ive been through a lot. A lot of fun, laughter, peace, joy and nonsensical things. Haha.

Yupp, this holiday, I did loads of things. Work, BBQ, Universal Studios, F1, dinner, Appreciation, Outing, Treat, Rayer, Rayer, Rayer and moreee!

And my Fb pics shoot high up. Best! I so like to camwhore! Weeeee!

All these wont happen without dearest friends out there! Mostly, Mardd and Omm.

Ouhyeah, I had fun and lost loads of $$ instead of earning. So right now, I'm more towards earning back whatever Ive lost by spamming myself with work. Yupp. I'll be working the rest of the day until school reopens. Non-stop ya knooowww!

But that'll be fine. I need to keep myself as busy so as not to waste $$ and rot at home too much.

The first day just ended, revealing the next. CHIONGGG uuhhhh!

BBQ!

Mardd and Me!

Dhuli's House!

Dinnerr!

Hahaha!

Appreciation!

F1. Wootswoots!

DAY 1

Hello, sorry for the not updating. Been busy all this while and tired. Recently I didn't had enough sleep and rest. So, its kinda tiring to switch on the laptop and blog. Hmm, anyways, its the first day and counting up. ;) Its different without you around. Ahaaahhhhh.


ehhyarhhh, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR dan BATIN to all muslims out there! :D


I ate and drank too much sweet things. Sheeesh. Now Im having sore throat.
Kay, Im lazy to carry on and I need my sleep. Working tomorrow, and then attending ncc dinner.


TC!

Confused!

Aiyaaa, sad or what. When I came for work, I found out almost all the happening and fun staffs have resigned or MIA. Now the place is left with like nothing. :( Sigh. I feel like leaving and finding a better workplace. Like working in the same place as Zul. Yeah, even he is leaving the place like very soon. Whatttt! Urghhhh! And what happen to the management? Why is there 4 managers and 4 supervisors? Why not make all the staff managers and supervisors? Like the place is frigging big. Damn weird. Tsk. The thing is, if I get an offer to work in his soon-to-be workplace, should I go for it? I couldn't bear to leave my current workplace though. Opening team know. Haiyaaa. HOW HOW HOW?!

Work aside.

Mum's ^^

This and downwards is mine!

Anyways, I went Geylang with mummy again today. Sick and tired of Geylang stories huh? I went to change the Kebaya that mummy bought for me because firstly, I don't like the design and secondly, its big. Got myself a white one. Atleast it looks way better. And this means that I have white and black clothes for Hari Raya! Woohoooo! Then we went searching for other things for the house and did henna on our hands. I had to wash it very early as I got to go for work in an hour time. Five bucks wasted. But who cares, its for fun. :D Uhh, then off to work. Above paragraph already mentioned. ^^

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In love, there is no need for regrets. Because you don't love in conditions. ♥

You don't love someone in a condition that he/she will love you back. ♥

You don't love someone in a condition that he/she will live longer than you. ♥

You love someone for who he/she is, and so will love him/her forever. ♥

The longer, the deeper, the more you feel for him/her. ♥

And when you see love, you'll see him/her. ♥

-A quote from Mohabattein but a bit improvised.

Why people treat 'LOVE' easily? Because they don't realise how beautiful it is. Even though it comes with a little bit of sadness..

Well, till then. TC. :D

Home Alone

Hello!


By the second day of roundings with my family to Geylang in the search of Hari Raya Clothes, I gave up. We went from end to end for goodness sake, searching. And now the rest went to Geylang again to search for my brothers' and our second pair. I swear I am way too tired and would rather spend time sleeping. Well, since I didn't sleep yesterday while the rest were trapped in their own dreams. I was watching Mohabbatein  instead. Not that I haven't watch it, I only miss watching it and told daddy to buy since we lost our old one which could still function well. Yeah like finally. The movie's just awesome. ♥ Ouh, and I watched it on my new sofa(the colour's black)! Welcome home new sofa, and goodbye the 10 years old sofa. You stayed with us for 10 years and watched us grow up. If you can talk, I bet you'll be saying how miserable to be with us. And how more miserable to be old and replaced with a brand new one. Tsk!


I just realise I'm home alone.. Since I didn't follow the rest. Shizz, I wonder whats wrong with my body nowadays. Its functioning very weirdly and it wouldn't want to take in food. I always feel like vomitting and it ain't cool. Haiyaaa!


Its 1852hrs and I feel like going out, now...

UPDATES UPDATES!

Hello! I'm back from JB and Geylang. ♥♥ I got my hair done, and got myself baju rayer! Wootswoots! Plus I spent on bubble gums. TSK. I got too excited ehh?

So, like i said, my whole family went to JB yesterday night. We left home around 1a.m. plus and reached Grandparents place around 2a.m. plus. I swear I straight away find a bed to sleep. Way too sleepy. Then in the morning, I helped with a little bit of household chores and we made way to hair saloon. I got my hair perm-ed. It feels like secondary 3. When i first perm-ed. I hope I don't look childish. However, I can't deny that my hair looks super maggie though. We spent hours at the saloon. Mummy and sis perm-ed. Younger sis rebond. Well, that explains why my younger sis is not in SSC right now, when she is supposed to, And now she's not interested. What crap.

After we got our hair done, we break our fast at KFC, the usual place we always go before leaving JB for tuas. Had Special Daging Burger Ramlee with Cheese. *Meltz* And chix(KFC mah). Then, off to Geylang. Wahh, that area super packed. But i got the mood to look for Hari Raya clothes. The rest wasn't being supportive enough. Cause, elder sis and bro have exams the coming day and they have yet studied. So, they couldn't enjoy the moments except for me! HOLIDAYS UHHH! No more exams! Who ask you go NYP. Muahahahaha! Suffer first, have fun later! *WootsWoots* Thats one of the reasons why I love SP. ;)

My baju rayer wasn't that grand though. Cause, I'm not consented with most of the designs. Some of them, looks too grand. Like for a wedding. I don't wanna look so outstanding: attention seeker. And some, too boring. More to going for religious class. So yarhh, picked an average one. The same design for the ladies in the family. And its black. We decided on black since its the easiest to match with everything else. (: And I don't care if people say its an outdated colour so/so. Cause, I'm the one who'll be wearing. Not you. =D

Gosh, too much talking, HERE's the PICS!

Me ^^

Brother and Me.

Before Hairdo.

*Acting cute*

Me ad Sis, MAGGIEs.

Brotha from same Motha!

Dearest Grandpa!

And Me.

In and after Process! KUDIOS!

Thanks DAD. ♥ But I'll love you more if you only you behaved better. TSK.

And that's all for now. TC!

p.s. yeahh, I'm being nice. But don't get the wrong idea. ♥

LOVE!

When all of us meet.

Sheesha? Nahh, I'll pass Naz. (:

That's my moment!

Dear Marddd!

Mardd, Me and Taufiq smiling!

Camp feast YAWWW!

Yes, how I love blogging when there's so much to tell! :D And btw, those pictures above are my moments with uber great people. I love them!


Mom told me we're going JB at night. And i asked what time. She replied, "12a.m". Tskk, thats like my owl moments!


I want my hair done please!!